thanks for the memories,

well , last night i mimpi yg i dgn my ex get back together :/ well , he was holding my hand tau , masa tu we dah broke up , but then dlm that dream konon nk get back tgthr with me la kot :/
and mcm , i thought i dah get over him , 100%ly -.- suddenly mimpi tu mcm dtg dkt i -.- adoii ,
i am so freaking sad okay , he's the only person yg mcm aaaaaa , i dont know , and bila dah ada mimpi mcm tu , mcm teringat all the things that we've done together , if la kan , IF , pindah rumah as easy as we change our phone numbers :/ i dah pindah berjuta kali dah kot :/ haihh , what's wrong with me -.- i hate myself for still loving him . tp kan mcm tak worth it because he's such a loser , perempuan tu kan mcm toys kot i rasa , ya allah :( pleaseee help me :/ i dont know what to do :| asal dia add i dkt myspace at the frst place ? why did i meet him ? whyyy ? tolong lah , i cant stand living like this anymore , its been almost 3 months okay , why cant i get over you yet ? whyyy ? i hate myself , i hate my life , i hate YOU , why did you do that ? what have i done to you ? whaaaat ? for god's sake pleasee , i just need an explanation , tiba2 je that day i call you and suddenly you ckp i'm too young lah , and i dont understand you ? what the fuck maaan ? -.- tak cukup kasih syg ke apa ? i rasa i dah bg allllllllllll of my heart dkt you , and this is what you did to me ? dump me , yeah , i dont know to who else to bermanja2 accept fr this fucking bloggie , but wtv , i love you bloggie , oh ya , and the 6th day we've broke up , boleh pulak i nmpk dgn minah tu , peluk2 lagi ? when i ask you that day , yg you ada someone else , ckp tak , apa ni ? sape yg tak faham sape ? but stil lah , i tade la nk dump you , tak fikir ke ? org cpl because they want to understand each other , all the prmises semua bull shit , apa masalah you actly ? adoiii ,
and i donk know why i stil loves you eventho u did that to me , its been 3 FUCKING MONTHS -.- lama kot , and still , i belum move on , and u dah tuka 2 gf's , and i dont know til when do i have to suffer like this , i feel like killing my self okay , oh god , i feel like crying :'( i just hope that what i dreamed last night will come true , i dont know why i syg him soooodamnfuckingbloodyshitmuch -.- tlg lah , please , go away , just go . but i dont wnt you to go :( but , AAAA , I DONT KNOW . dah la gf you skrng muka mcm laki , tlg lah , i rasa tak lama lg dpt ah tu gf baru , yelah , cpt boring en ? i understand , HAHA , NO I DONT -.- oh ya , kan perempuan en mainan , sape tak cpt boring dgn toys en ? patut ah , ahaha . i dont know why im talking abt him pun , dah la , mls nk fikir , lagi fikir lagi sakit hati , hati i dia buat smpi calar2 semua , byk scars tau tak , guna vitamin E pun tak hlg2 , evryday ltk bio oil pun tak hlg jugak , just remember that allah nk uji i je , how strong i am :/ i guess , but i know that im not that strong anymore , not before i met him , so i think meeting him was the BIGGEST MISTAKE ive made , i shouldnt have met him that day , I REGRET , aku menyesal aku jumpa kau , aku menyesal kau bf aku , aku menyesal curahkan kasih syg aku dkt kau , AKU MENYESAL SEMUA BENDA YANG AKU BUAT DEMI KAU , and i also believe that every single guy in the world sama je mcm dia ni accept fr nabi je , he's the only one yg faham how perempuan feels , sumpah if aku tak get over him dlm beberapa month lagi , i'll kill myself , i dont know why is this guy so special to me you know -.- , i hate that i love you , dont you remember the days we had tghthr ? HAHA , MMG TAKKAN LAH , okay , i mcm merepek dah skrng , talk abt the same thing after bnd lain , ahahah , mmg fail ah essay if buat mcm ni , but who cares ? this is just a blog , it has nothing to do with exams , and i dont care what you ppl say , im desperate fr my ex ke , ckp lah , because you dont know how does it feels when the ppl you love the most dumped you ? and tade perasaan langsung ? no pity ? and all that , haha , yeah ,

thanks fr reading this shit ,




anith , xoxo

BFH

which means BITCH FROM HELL . haha , lantak aku nk tiru kau , loser


which means Bitch From Hell.

You don't call a senior rude names. It should be the opposite way round. Itupun, we don't do. We don't flirt our way to popularity. We don't trade boyfriends like you guys do. We don't, ok. Shit, i wish i could tell everyone MY side of the story. But this is too public. I'm tired of being the one saying Sorry. Mampus ah dia nak buat apa. Dahla budak keciiiiiiiiik. Ee. Tak malu langsung. You went too far without realizing it. Or, maybe you did realize but you don't give a damn in the world about how the others may feel. Apa hall nak bagi stares ? We're a year older than you. Camne boleh nak buat in the first place, ntah. Like i said, tak malu sial.


Loves,
nadia



lantak aku lah nk stare dkt kau , kenapa ? takut , ngahaha :D kau a year older je , lain ah kau da 20 bodoh -.- budak keciiiik ? excuse me :D kau besar sgt skrng ? :D dah la PENDEK , bahaha :D
aku kisah abt korang punya feelings but then kau yg sakitkan hati aku dulu , what to do ? i push aside the feelings that you guys may feel :D i dont give a fucking cow shit abt your feelings if you mess with me, najis :D i may be bitchy , but , you're not ke ? :D org yg pakai tudung pun ( not you wahida ) boleh jd bitch apetah lagi org yg tak pakai tudung dan amat perasan :D aku nk flirt ? lantak aku lah :D kau bkn mak bapak aku , mak bapak aku tak halang pun :D aku bukannya flirt face to face , msn sudah , kau jealous ke derang tak lyn kau ? BAHAHAHA . ure tired of saying sorry ? you yg start the kesalah fahaman , and u expect i yg nk ckp sorry ? hello , eventho ure older than me it doesnt mean that the younger ones have to say sorry -.- bengong , bodoh ke apa aku tatau . and kau nk penat mendenye ? ahahaha , mcm la kau kena lumba lari or anything -.- duhh , mst la aku tak malu buat mcm tu , if aku malu mcm mana aku boleh buat ? adoiii , ada otak , akal , semua ada aku rasa , tak menggunakannya dgn betul i guess :D pg smyg lah , taubat byk :D ill never forgive you SISTAH , and i dnt care kau nk forgive aku ke tak because you're just a pile of shit to me <3


anith , xoxo

aaaaaa ,

sorry bloggieeeeee , lama tak tulis , miss me ? :D bahahaha x)
well , hmm , stress next week exam :/ i dnt think i can catch up oh :/
mcm fail je all subjects nnt :((( i da jadi bodoh do :/ no offence XD hahahaha
but yeah , mcm lembap je skrng , otak je ada but tale fikir sgt -.- haihhh
i hate stupidility :/
aaaaa , fuck ahh :/ takuuuuut , sejarah and science is like sgt susah -.-
haihhh ,
k ah , nk study , fail karang ada org marah , and kena byr 10 bucks -.-
and and ,
idkw , but pn zaheera , eeeeeee ,
terjerit2 , i mean tak payah la nk mrh sgt , mcm dia bagus sgt la nk pggl kitaorang stupid , dungu
andd all that , but mmg dia bagus pun , kata cikgu en -.-' still
tak payah la nk curse2 murid sdiri , and dia doa kiterang semua mati cpt , -.-
haihhh , dah la she's pregnant , miscarriage karang , nnt nk blame kiterang :@ MASALAH !



bye , xoxo
anithdalilarockstar