life is tragic, haha

yeah , it does . i dnt know what do you want but dont you feel anything when you hurt ppl's feelings ? i know that its my fault too , but mcm jgn lah buat mcm tu if you anggap i only as a FRIEND , not more than that , you should feel something okay , bila benda tu dah semua org tau , tanggungjawab you terbengkalai . when i received the msg frm you , you said 'just act that we never know each other' , i was like , wtf , wth is yr problem , you said wtv it is , we'd stay tgthr kan ? but now when you ada byk bnd , semua , you just nk leave it like that ? i didnt say that it was yr fault , but you have to think , i trusted you more than anyone else , not really la but still i trusted you kan ? why do you have to do this to me ? to the other one ? when you feel nothing to me , this thing should have not happn . i admit , i am also stupid fr nt thinking twice before i do it because you already had a girlfriend . yeah , i dnt know but , my mind keep thinking and thinking abt this stuff til i cant concentrate on my studies and all , are you using me or what ? just tell me boleh tak ? URGHHH , ure like giving hope to me , and its a hopeless hope :S yeah , something like that , wtv . i dnt even know why do i like you at the frst place altho i know that ure taken :/ but , wtv happns happnd so i cant do anything abt it , we cant fight fate , so right now i just need to think abt my studies and my future , i wish moving on is as easy as i dnt know , the easiest thing la kan , and humans are all the same but the way they think and how their body works or how they tu semua , its different , semua org tade sama otak yg boleh think what's exactly on the other org , so , dont expect me to be like you , because im not you .