bestfriend nowdays,

apa mslh kau la ? kau igt kau kuat or kaki fighter kau boleh buat mcm tuu ? kau da ckp mcm tu dkt aku then nk ckp cerita semua da tutup ? wtf ? kau tak nak mengaku pulak skrng ? kau baik la ? pg mati lah , aku rasa animals pun tk mcm tu okay ? aku pun pelik asal aku suka kau dulu , not suka , sayang okay ? and kau bgtau aku td yg kau gunakan aku je ? fucker ! sumpah , aku sumpah kau bad luck seumur hidup kau weh ! kau nk revenge dkt aku pehal ? mst kau da psycho paan semua kan ? bajet innocent la ? kau igt kau sape ? you can hide but you cant run , so , keep hiding , because you'll never get away . kau igt aku takut sgt dgn kau ? mmg la kan agak takut ah since mcm kau mcm ganas je , hahaha , but wtv . there's someone who's more powerful than you , and dia la yg tentukan everything , kau kuat mana pun , if dia tak approve kau nk pukul aku ke apa2 , you cant , you just CANT , sumpah aku ckp , aku benci kau gila babi tahap afterlife okay ! kau suka la kan gf kau mabuk , patut la , gf bf rosak , tade sape nk betul kan ? haha , kecik2 da jd mcm tuu , you're still consider as SMALL fr taking all those things you know ?

yeah , wtv , mls la nk layan kauu , mati la kauuu ! :@

life is tragic, haha

yeah , it does . i dnt know what do you want but dont you feel anything when you hurt ppl's feelings ? i know that its my fault too , but mcm jgn lah buat mcm tu if you anggap i only as a FRIEND , not more than that , you should feel something okay , bila benda tu dah semua org tau , tanggungjawab you terbengkalai . when i received the msg frm you , you said 'just act that we never know each other' , i was like , wtf , wth is yr problem , you said wtv it is , we'd stay tgthr kan ? but now when you ada byk bnd , semua , you just nk leave it like that ? i didnt say that it was yr fault , but you have to think , i trusted you more than anyone else , not really la but still i trusted you kan ? why do you have to do this to me ? to the other one ? when you feel nothing to me , this thing should have not happn . i admit , i am also stupid fr nt thinking twice before i do it because you already had a girlfriend . yeah , i dnt know but , my mind keep thinking and thinking abt this stuff til i cant concentrate on my studies and all , are you using me or what ? just tell me boleh tak ? URGHHH , ure like giving hope to me , and its a hopeless hope :S yeah , something like that , wtv . i dnt even know why do i like you at the frst place altho i know that ure taken :/ but , wtv happns happnd so i cant do anything abt it , we cant fight fate , so right now i just need to think abt my studies and my future , i wish moving on is as easy as i dnt know , the easiest thing la kan , and humans are all the same but the way they think and how their body works or how they tu semua , its different , semua org tade sama otak yg boleh think what's exactly on the other org , so , dont expect me to be like you , because im not you .

26.7 daughtry live at one utama !

OMG , it was d-bombbbb weyhhh ! chris and josh paul are like sooooooooo damn cute :DDDDD *bungabunga XD HAHA , and like chris like baling towel dia yg da lap sweat2 dia semua but i dont really caree :DDD tp tak dpt :( but still la kannn , and i was standing in front kot , and they're like in front of me , i was like , goshhhh :O hahahaha , like it was a dream , im not a no 1 fan but wtv , i loveeeeeeeeee you guys :D hahahaha , thanks to atiqah la kan , without her mmg takkan dpt ah ;)))))) thanks a lot ! :D syg kau ketat-ketat okay :DD HAHA ,

friends ,

i didnt know that it hurts so much when i heard that you were talking abt me behind my back , u said you were my bestfriend , and bestfriends dont do such thing , talking behind their bestfriends back . now i realizes that we're not what we used to be, i wnt it back to the way it was when we were dumb . you know , we were very loyal and honest , and now we dont and we become this twofacedbitchdramaqueenfromhell .

and yesterday , ada this 2 girls like mngamuk because of a cake , they have choices , why dont they choose the right one ? they prefer to marah2mcmapaje to their friends than ckp elok2? apa masalah , i do asked everyone dah dpt ke belum , and sape belum dpt boleh dtg dpn amik , and no one says anything abt tak dpt, so i thought semua org dah dpt , and ada cake lg kan , since semua org dah dpt , buat lah 2ndround . then tiba2 nk mengamuk2 marah2 ckp derang belum dpt and suruh hntr dkt derang , what are we ? servants from heaven ? and what are you ? bitch boss from hell ?

dont you realize that your so called soulmate is using you ? HAHA ,

and if you hate me so much then why are you wearing my pants ? -.- im not blind yet or will never , you know ?

this is life,

this is what we call life , and no one is perfect . so yeah , i woke up and realize that there's so much more to do than just wait one by one to come to me . well , it cant just come to you like that , i have to find it , dig it til you find it . im hurt fr the 2nd time this yr , for some stupid reasons , yeahh but its all settled now , ive moved on :S i guess , ot trying to, wtv :S , thinking what to do next , thinking of my future , think and think some more . yeahh , and everyday i pray to god , and i seem to realize that everyday , every monent of my life mcm tak boleh jd without him :D maybe some of us menyesal ada in this world but that person is soooooo not me , i have great friends , great family , although mcm everyday mst mcm ada yg menyakitkan hati , but that's good , its like menyedarkan you to not do it again or yeah soemthing like that :S . and i seem to have great grades this semester , maybe not that great to someone who like pandai-gila-nak-mati but mcm ok frm last yr :D and i realize that theres no good grades without god and usaha :D USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN XD maybe my heart belum terbuka fr tudung but at least i try to cover all my sins with other things that can increase my pahala :) yeahh , that's it fr now , ttyl bye <3

from this <3 to this

am i doing the right thing ? waiting fr you like a pathetic loser bitch ? you just think about HER feelings , what am i to you ? some kind of a waiting machine ? i know its not yr fault , but you have to think , fhm tak ? you main2 kan our feelings , what are women to you ? barbie dolls ? like after dah bosan and yg lg lawa came out in pasaran and terus buang mcm tuu ? i mean , i dnt know whos fault , and i feel very guilty too , i feel like i'm ruining your relationship with that girl, but when i asked you whether you love me or not and u said yes and you said i was the only one , i mean like besides your family :/ and like you nk break dgn dia then dia tanak then she made you promise to her that you wont leave her ? berapa lama i kena tunggu you lg ? what's the point of waiting fr you pun , you've screwed up every single thing ,


you ppl maybe think that i'm a perampas or wtv but you dont know the details , so keep talking , :)

moved on , finally

omg , i think im in love again :) i'm so happy that im not stuck with that dumbass anymore :D yeah ahaha . and 28th of june's a history fr me :)))