New Year's Eve

Woke up around 3pm then took a shower. Drove to Bsd to meet idk, a lot of people at diff places but around there. Lost on my way going there, called A then waited for him at in front of Rasta. B took over and drove to curve bcause he needs to buy idk what. Then I took over and he showed the way to Bsd. Dropped him at Mcd and i went to Safa to meet M, unfortunately she wasn't there, she was, 1 hour 30 mins ago, but I was lost right, with the irritating traffic jam at the Curve *sighs*. Then went to Mcd again lepak for a while with B, then H came with his idk who, gf maybe and then A came. 15 mins after that M called and said she was sorry, she went to DU fr a while to pick W. Then I drove again to Safa to meet them, then A texted asked whether im going back to Mcd or not, then 15 mins after lepak-ed at Safa with M, W, R and M I drove off again to Mcd, then T texted, he was hungry and all, and I said let's go eat something. Reached Mcd, fought with A. After I took off to pick T, A texted that its over, then okay. T and me went to Beragas, and AA was there, after finished eating, M called, asked to pick her up, then went to Beragas again, she and W had their dinner then around 8 we went to padang Saga while waiting for S,N and those guys. Were planning to go to DPC to clbrte, well, on my way there something awful happened, I crashed a car, MY CAR wasn't that good, lampu pecah, kemek and all. *sighs* I was damn panick la duh, S called N, and he came, I hugged him. haih , what a terrible NYE. Guards took my IC and all, waited for almost 1/2an hour fr the owner of the car to come, but she didnt then I just left my phone num for her to call, then around 1am she called, she was okay, very nice, and i set up for a meet, supposedly today, but her father called me and said tht its okay but I have to pay for his car lah, I dont think its tht expensive because sikit je pun *finger-crossed*

Oh, clbrted NYE with A, he came, to the house.

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Poof-poof part 1

Well, was supposed to go watch movie with the girlfriends but they were all busy *sighs* . Asked A but he was busy *sighs-er*. Asked T and he just woke up and free, but 1 problem, his mum was using the car. So T and N picked me up and went to uptown to eat dinner after 3 hours of waiting for T hehe *chill T*. N and me had lamb chop, which wasn't that nice but we're hungry, so what right? T ate 'daging masak merah' with rice which looks so finger-licking-good HAHA then after dinner we went to Mcd to lepak with S. then TM and M came. Lepak-lepak, had chocotop and T sent me home around 1. I was shocked mama didnt call, because you know i have curfews and all, have to be back bfre 12, cinderella-like HAHA and I guess that was it for today.

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THE RESULTS

DUP..DAP..DUP..DAP..*getting faster

PMR results yo, shit -_-
well, i went there obviously not with baju kurung, let say that im the only one who didnt wear baju kurung, I mean comeeee onnnnn -_- i know its klntn wtv but at least i put my scarfs on but with some reasons the wind blew it away at the end , HAHA okay

So, the first person i saw is hm let me recall , wait , i forgot, but i hugged them as soon as i saw them, ditched my dad *sorry dad. And I started to scream, duh, obviously.

Then, the teachers asked us to take a seat in the hall because they're gonna announce the results. And a cpl of parents sat in the row behind us,well obviously we're noisy and they looked annoyed but dont really care. While waiting for the thingy to start, Cikgu Azli called me, and he said

Cikgu : Anith, 1 je la.
Me : HAH! 1 APA CIKGU ?! *obviously i panicked
Cikgu : 1 je la , haih awak ni
Me : Apa ni cikgu, lek lek aa jgn aa main-main
Cikgu : 1B je, hehehehehe, 7A 1B
Me : Eh, cikgu ni , suka ah tipu, mana cikgu tau ? *dlm kepala otak : cikgu ni ee , tipu je
Cikgu : saya tgh check la ni, bila masa pulak saya tipu awak
Me : Ee, pape ah ckg. Nnt saya jmp ah ckg

WOW, I started to panicked, really2 panicked and then Bonda gave some speech about the percentage crap, I wasnt paying much attention because I'm panicking. The speech was long, long enough to make someone die. Specifically, *I die
Then it's time, It's freaking time. 8A's, 7A's and 6A's would have to go up the stage and get a bouquet of flwrs crap and they announced 7A's 1B first, I was like shit, if Cikgu Azli was right, my name would be call, and why on earth didnt they call my name yet?! and then i heard someone calling my name ANITH DALILA BT ZAINAL ABIDIN. I was like, err, whaaat ? and i looked at Dayah, she was smiling, and i screamed, the high tone scream like the one tht anith dalila always does. Yeah, and with my heels tht's killing my leg I went up the stage, with crappy scarf that i tried to get comfortable with *because its licin and i didnt wear terbus* and there I was, receiving the slip and flowers. I go off the stage and started running *yes with the killing heels* towards my dad. He was like really happy and started to call everyone. Its kind of the first time seeing him this happy for something i did. I want to cry, but i didnt *its a happy cry y'know.haha*

Then, I came back to where I was seating, the mum tht sat behind me congrat-ed me, and she said 'Awak ni style lah' hahaha , at the time i was like 'Gila rockstar mak cik ni' then i salam her. Yeah, tht's pretty much about it.

Me, Dayah, Ada, Koman, Mimi, and Mia(koman's sister) lepaked at KB Mall since i'm not gonna go to school ovr there next yr, its pretty much a-bye-bye- thingy. Gonna post some pictures later, when i get them from Mimi -.- haha

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*tetttt* I got it all wrong

HAHAHA , ignore the post down here , tht so called 'Thanks'
I was wrong, :O

Well, I just got back from Sri Cempaka Dsara Prom, I'll write soon abt it and maybe post some pics :D

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Thanks

Thank you, you GUYS, for hurting me, over and over again. I think I'll get used to be hurt over and over again.

Is it damn hard just to pick up your damn phn or reply my msgs to say tht you're not interested in me, so it could be easier for me to move on and not waiting like a fool for you? What the fuck happen to 'Will You wait for me?', 'I've been single for a few years, please, if suddenly you changed your mind, please let me know so that I wont be hurt again'
And i think that, You're the one who changed your mind.
Is it that hard for you to say, maybe, You're not serious? Why does it has to sound like You are while You're not?

Yes, it's too early, I barely know you. It's just me who fell for your sweettalks, my fault. I wouldn't blame it on you.

*I don't know those things I wrote make sense*

Maybe, You're scared, or, just too mysterious?
You're unpredictable, so Im sorry if I was wrong, but give it a chance to let ppl understand you.
I'm sorry tht You hurt me.

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It's OH EM GEE,

*Dead, really

PMR results - 24th Dec WOW ain't it? It's like in 7days = 148hours.
*panicking*
*heart's beating faster*

WOW ITS IN 7 F DAYS

You don't know what I'll get through if i mess this up.
Currently my situation now is fucked up enough, with overprotective parents GOD KNOWS WHY.

I don't understand why people always said 'Chill ah, PMR JE pun. Kabut lebih'
It's not JUST , it's more than JUST . It will lead us somewhere in the future, to where most of people's dreams will be realised.

Hahaha, I sounded like a Mak Cik pulak -.-

OH, and I'll be taking my results in Kelantan, and I'm looking forward to that. Missed the crazy friends :')
*When i bitch abt the school, *and still will be*, its just the school and some particular ppl*

I didn't tell my parents yet abt the date, and they'll not know until someone tell them because
1. Too busy taking after children tht's not even his's *I mean flesh and blood
2. Too busy loving the other wife
3. Too busy to come and see wht's been going on at home
4. Too busy ...
5. Too busy ...
6. Too busy ...
*To a particular person, I think you could fill that up right? If You even realized. Poor You. I love you, but its just some facts tht i couldn't lie/hide.

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PEOPLE, IM BACK

OH GEE , It's been a long time since I last blogged :O Sorry but I was busy with school and life. So yeah,

Hmm, I just came back from Bandung, here are some pics of me and my family;







Shiit, gotta run, I'll write soon

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